I've been slacking!

Ok so I think I'm finally about to start this long awaited period. Ugh... Why does my body have to do this? Well I actually switched doctors today. If I do get a positive on my ovulation kit then I'll do my iui with my current doctor. I won't see new dr until April 30th. I'm very nervous. Not sure why not like my dr will notice I'm gone?!? Well my little family is going on a weekend getaway. The thought of adopting is getting more real. I'm setting a goal for July. If I'm not pregnant by July then we will look into adoption. Prayers my way :)