Thursday, March 15, 2012

BFN!

Ok so I went and bought one of the most expensive pregnancy tests... Prayed the whole way back to work and then I see the " not pregnant"...my heart sunk:( I am loosing hope. Like I am not sure if I can continue much longer down this journey. It's mentally draining. Well tonight my life group is going to the pastors house for food and fellowship. That will probably make me feel better.

3 comments:

  1. I hope being around friends will help!
    That sinking feeling is no fun. I can't imagine having it everyday. I am so sorry you are going through this.

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  2. Hey girl. I know how it feels when you pray and pray for just one little word to appear and then it doesn't. I'm so sorry. I wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone. I wish I could say that it gets easier, but it doesn't. You are strong - I know you can do this. I thought so many times that I couldn't continue down this journey. I've had my days where I didn't get out of bed, didn't eat, just didn't move. So I know how you feel. One day our dreams will come true. You just have to keep believing that!

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  3. Kristen- good encouraging words! I bet it is so hard. That is when God tests our faith in Him. You just keep believing.DELIGHT yourself in Him and he will give you the desires of your heart! I keep telling you that!! Don't lose hope friend. Satan can't have you! You know WHO'S you are!!

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