Adoption

Ok so yes I've been really thinking about adoption. I know we havent been trying too too long, but a year and a half has been FOREVER in my world! My sweet husband likes the idea of it too. I personally think he's getting tired of nothing happening. He doesn't talk about it on his own like I do, but there has been times where we see a cute little boy and he'll say "man I can't wait". Ugh I can't either! I've NEVER been mistaken for a patient person...those that' know me well know that when my heart get a set on something it's SET! I promise I'm trying to be patient!! Because at the end of the day I honestly know it's all in Gods timing...but I just wish I knew how we would add to our family. And WHY the Dr can't figure out why I can't get pregnant. I mentioned adoption to my mom today and she doesn't think taking a loan out to adopt is very smart.. But I think hey the only debt we have is our house...so I'll just keep my car longer and get a baby instead of a new car??!?! Make since? It does to me. I mean it's not like we can just save what like $30,000 then adopt? I'm hoping that this I guess they are calling it an iui will work.... Oh my that will make this girl happy!!!! Back to adoption..it's such a scary thing! Birth parents have too much time (in my opinion) to change their minds. I personally think hey they just had 9 WHOLE ENTIRE MONTHS to think this through...and if they still want to give their baby to a loving family then it's probably what's really best. I don't think they should go home and pout and then get their baby back. This is a lot of rambling yes, but hey thats why I started this thing. For me and yes to possibly have someone else in this boat to stumble upon:)