I've been slacking!

Ok so I think I'm finally about to start this long awaited period. Ugh... Why does my body have to do this? Well I actually switched doctors today. If I do get a positive on my ovulation kit then I'll do my iui with my current doctor. I won't see new dr until April 30th. I'm very nervous. Not sure why not like my dr will notice I'm gone?!? Well my little family is going on a weekend getaway. The thought of adopting is getting more real. I'm setting a goal for July. If I'm not pregnant by July then we will look into adoption. Prayers my way :)

The weekend

Oh what a fabulous weekend. My sh went on a camping/fishing trip with the guys in our life group. While the guys were out the girls & 15 kids got together for pizza & fun. Saturday A had her first wee ball practice. She did great. She was maybe the best on the team! Really...she minded the whole time and loved playing. Ahh she makes me one proud mama. This evening we had a play date at the park. It was just beautiful. So my AF is a week and a half late. I think it's coming though. I'm ready to start my meds and then do the iui. I'm very nervous on the other hand. This is another huge step in our journey. I hope I get a clear positive with my ovulation kit this go round. I'm gonna buy a kit that clearly states if I am or not. I'm gonna be welcoming two sweet boys into this wonderful world this week. We are taking a little family vaycay this coming weekend.

BFN!

Ok so I went and bought one of the most expensive pregnancy tests... Prayed the whole way back to work and then I see the " not pregnant"...my heart sunk:( I am loosing hope. Like I am not sure if I can continue much longer down this journey. It's mentally draining. Well tonight my life group is going to the pastors house for food and fellowship. That will probably make me feel better.

Still nothing

Still no sight of AF. I will be buying a pregnancy test tomorrow at some point :)pray for a positive!!!

No news

Ugh I'm getting tired of this game my body is playing! Still no sigh of AF. I've taken 2 dollar store tests (both neg).I'm setting a goal..if Thursday comes I'll take a more expensive one. I just get so nervous!

Munchkin market

I am so tired! I worked 8 straight hours at munchkin market. It's an upscale consignment sale of kids clothing. This is my THING!! I love it so much. Well if anyones seen my AF please let me know, bc I was sup post to start last Thursday. There's no sign of it. I've taken 2 pregnancy tests... Both were a BFN. What!?!? Ugh so now I'm just waiting. I'm gonna do some DAMAGE at mmarket when I do get pregnant with my next bundle of joy. I have no feelings that I'm pregnant, but when I found out I was pregnant with A I had no clue! Like never would have guess I would be pregnant. Well this evening A's coach came over to meet us. My sh is gonna assist him. I'm gonna be the team mom along with his wife. We are too excited!!! We are switching A's bed into a full bed Tom. A friend of mine sold us a very good matress set. She acts excited. Well I'm worn out. I'll keep you updated about my situation (if AF is visiting or a precious baby). If only we could be so blessed :)

Outside

Oh my goodness...today was by far the best day we've had in the longest time. In fact this weekend has been simply amazing! We slept in..went to brunch at cracker barrel...went to get A's wee ball stuff...went to academy and ended up buying a trampoline on our way out(what a fun surprise!)...put trampoline together & got munchkin market stuff together( while A got some beauty sleep)...jumped after nap...went to eat a early dinner...hit up lowes so my sh can do our walkway in the front...came home and stayed outside until 9ish...I LOVED every minute of the day. Looks like we will be starting on our deck in the back yard after my new nephew arrives. I cant wait!! I look forward to having many days/nights out there eating..reading..visiting..well so either I'm preggo or Gods letting me enjoy my weekend. I did take a test yesterday and got a big ole negative. Boo! My time will come eventually.